Extra Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Soziale Netzwerke Besuchen Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Soziale Netzwerke Besuchen Ich bin auf anderen Plattformen. Vorbei kommen! Oder nicht. Aber ich empfehle es. Soziale Netzwerke Besuchen

CONTENT SERIES INTRO WARNING LETTER THREE GOATS WHERE THEY RESIDE THE BUILDOUT FILES FIVE SECTORS A trilogy An overview: The SRC Monette does not know of her omnipotence - yet. She doesn't know she was powers at all. One day she is taken to the SRC, a school in Hell where cambions and future servants of the Devil are trained on how to unlock their potential. All the students are eventually granted the full force of their powers - including Monette, against the advice of the Devil's servants. The Devil, Kragola, sends all students back up to the surface to fulfill their responsibilities as a servant to Hell. But after skillfully pretending for so long to be devoted to the Devil, Monette ignores the rules and missions given to her and goes on a personal, vindictive rampage with her new powers - everything from shape-shifting to keeping victims alive with their pain for as long as she chooses. People who have commited atrocities, and all the people who wronged her and her family while she was alive, are about to find out that a prison sentence - if they had even gotten one - will have been the most luxurious of their punishments. The only thing scarier than Hell is when Hell is brought to you. And with Monette on the loose, Kragola is about to feel fear for the first time in his millenniums-long life. This series has been in progress since 2020 and much of it was planned while in residential treatment for OCD and anxiety. From the slow-burn gothic backstory of Monette in the psychological horror novella Three Goats, to her vindictive rampage in Where They Reside, to the forces of Hell trying to take earth in The Buildout - Five Sectors is a revenge story that spans three books and that has a protagonist-turned-antagonist that some readers just might root for BOOK INFO All book covers below use public domain assets and are concept designs created by me. THREE GOATS A NOVELLA A family trapped in their own house by the devil, Kragola. If you leave, you die. If help comes, they die. Then you die. He wants only one thing - the family's daughter, Monette Müller. WHERE THEY RESIDE EIN ROMAN Monette Müller. Cambion. Sukkubus. Gestaltwandler. Rachsüchtig. Einst ein Mensch, jetzt das einzige Wesen, das der Teufel selbst fürchtet. DER AUSBAUEN EIN ROMAN Der Tod geht in die Millionen. Es bildete sich eine Koalition aus 27 Ländern. Die einzige Möglichkeit, sie aufzuhalten, besteht darin, den Krieg dorthin zu bringen, wo sie leben – in die Hölle – und ihn Sektor für Sektor aufzulösen. FILES WTR FILE ONE WHERE THEY RESIDE FILE ONE CHAPTER SEVEN SCENE THREE CONTENT WARNING: GORE "Do you have to out me?" Princeton's old office chair squeals as he leans back. "Under the circumstances I am not obligated to break confidentiality, no." Elliot adjusts his Kubota cap. "Oh - thank you kindly. It means a heck-a-lot. I already swore to God I would never - " "But , I cannot promise karma won't catch up, you know. I'm not a superstitious man, but in this, I believe." "Oh, I know, b'leeve me. Ain't a single night goes by I don't feel the guilt. Don't think I'll ever forgive myself, if I'm honest with you." Elliot removes his glasses and dabs his eyes with a tissue, stinging from the onset of tears. "Me neither." Elliot tenses. That was not Princeton's voice. He lowers the tissue and through the blurriness of his vision, there are two glowing lavender dots were Princeton's eyes once were and long dark hair where his short brown hair once was - and, he puts his glasses back on to find a woman where Princeton once was. "Who are you?" he croaks, clinging on to hope it's another episode. The woman jerks her leg under the desk. A gurney squeaks out, the upper-half of Princeton's body laying flat on the soggy, blood-soaked mattress. "Ellie, please help me!" the corpse wails as carmine tears drool down its cheeks. With a sound similar to noodles being stirred, its bowels unravel from its body like a hose reel, wrapping Elliot and fastening him to the chair. Elliot vomits onto his lap and struggles against the viscous ropes. "Fucking hexe!" "Say my name, darling." The woman's voice, while gentle, reverberates through the walls. "Ain't got a single clue 'bout your goddamned name!" "Say it. " As a wave of heat washes through his body, his muscles relax and he succumbs to sleepiness. I must do as told. I want to do as told. As the woman stands up, he remembers her face and everything he had done. "Monette." Monette's mandible detaches from her skull and dangles by threads of stretched and torn flesh and muscle, forming a toothy open-mouth smile large enough to fit a small man. With each step of the looming woman, vibrations are sent throughout the room. Elliot's poppy back on the farm used to tell him to reap what you sow - so, he holds his eyelids shut, accepting that, this time, he will not go without punishment.

The official website of A.M. Gonzalez ALEX GONZALEZ Blog & Poetry I'm twenty-one years old and live in Indiana. I write prose and poetry. Welcome to my journal. About Latest Posts Stay up to date. Join to receive updates from me <3 Email* Join Yes, subscribe me to your newsletter. *

GEH ZURÜCK KOJOTE Noahs fünfjähriges PTBS-„Trauma“ steht vor der Tür und er ist entschlossen, an den Ort zurückzukehren, der ihn sowohl geistig als auch körperlich verfolgt hat – eine Ferienhütte, in der er Zeuge wurde, wie sein Vater von einem Kojoten getötet wurde. Als die Menschen in den Hütten in der Nachbarschaft tot aufgefunden werden, beginnt Noah zu denken, dass das Ding, das ihn vor all den Jahren traumatisiert hatte, vielleicht kein Kojote oder irgendein anderes Tier war, das die Menschheit kennt. Es gibt zwei Möglichkeiten: Konfrontieren Sie das Monster frontal oder bleiben Sie für immer in der Kabine gefangen. Was für eine Gruppe bester Freunde ein angenehmer Kurzurlaub sein sollte, wird schrecklich, als einer von ihnen beim Müllabtransport ermordet wird. Jede Hilfe, nach der sie rufen, wird getötet, bevor sie sie erreichen kann, und wenn sie die Polizei, Freunde oder Familie um Hilfe rufen, werden sie vorsätzlich in den Tod getrieben. COVER CONCEPT Pinterest Pinterest inspiration board is not yet available.

Personal Projects The following two are a novella and a book series I've been working on for years. They're solely passion projects and may not ever be published. FÜNF SEKTOREN-REIHE Eine Serie, die mir schon seit Jahren im Kopf herumschwirrt. Mein ehrgeizigstes Projekt. Drei Ziegen A BATCH OF BUNTINGS A psychological horror novella about confronting one's traumas or living a life trapped by them. Learn More

About Me Just like every human ever, I sometimes grapple with my mental health. Having been born with four psychological disorders and developing two later in life, writing has always been my creative outlet. On the blog will be posts spanning from poetry to personal anecdotes to mental health discussions. I am definitely not a therapist, but what I can do is write how I feel in the hope someone can relate and perhaps feel less alone. I don't have many posts out yet, but hopefully as they roll out, my main message will become clearer: it is okay to struggle, and you and your emotions are valid; it's possible to climb out of a pit so deep you were starting to feel a little hot; it's okay to express your emotions in a world that tries to invalidate them, to use your voice in a world that tries to subdue them, and to be yourself in a world that tells you who you should be. Welcome to my journal.

Alex Gonzalez Socials Alex Gonzalez | Website Instagram TikTok Threads Spotify Storygraph Pinterest

A.M. GONZALEZ Socials Webseite Threads TikTok Storygraph Pinterest Instagram Spotify Duolingo

Poetry ! Widget Didn’t Load Check your internet and refresh this page. If that doesn’t work, contact us.

Bees & MILkWeeD A collection of prose and poetry Pre-Order (Coming 2025) PAPERBACK $5.99 EBOOK $3.99 To be self-published via Kinda Direct Publishing. Book will be available as a paperback and as an e-book. More information, samples, and pre-order options coming soon.

Go back I have over forty drafts; below are the next few planned. Anything I spontaneously write and post in between is not included. Order might change. Upcoming Posts Substack Essays The First Year A recollection of my first year following a traumatic incident. Vessel of Hatred A collection of poems about generational trauma and breaking free of identity foreclosure, especially in terms of morality and political views. Field of Dandelions Poetry about my friends. Bees & Milkweed 40 poems about learning to love again. To the Moon & Back A collection of old poems, circa 2022-23, about being abandoned and the process of letting go. If I Live, If I Leave "Do you guys ever think about dying?" With my OCD and anxiety, I am in constant fear that every day will be my last, and that I am always on the verge of causing me friends and family immense amounts of anguish from a hypothetical death. You're Not Lazy When you're in such a poor mental state that putting in 200% of your effort appears as the bare minimum to others. A Dangerous Misconception An essay about the most common PTSD misconception - that it is reserved for combat veterans - and the harmful societal and personal impacts of that misconception. Identity Foreclosure An essay about growing up in a place where people complain about indoctrination but let their kids sit in front of Fox News before knowing what politics are. About identity foreclosure, cognitive biases, misinformation, unlearning toxic ideologies instilled from a young age, and learning to look toward the future when so many people are trying to bring us backwards. Men Blaming Women There is a mental health crisis among men - as there is for all genders - but some are placing blame where it does not belong. This essay discusses topics about men's mental health and the men who pretend to care about it, toxic masculinity, and watching the once innocent men in your life be sucked into manosphere rabbit holes.

Contact Me First name Last Name Email Select a topic Choose an option Write a message Submit Thank you! Expect a response within three days. Make sure to check other/spam folders.